#26daysofhappy

It took me too long to learn this lesson,

And despite how easy it sounds, I have to learn it Everyday!

My heart is so open to love that when I love, I really do,

that sorta kinda means that I may sometimes sorta kinda depend on you to make me happy.

Nooo I'm not expecting you to hand me daily jars of happy

-but there's a rush I get just being close to you in speech, text or urrhmm, view?

Maybe that's why I get kind of paranoid when I haven't been in contact with you for the last 5 minutes.

"You know I love you right?" I ask you on a constant.

I hope you never tire of hearing it, 

Or maybe begin to take it lightly

-when I know the power in words,

The power in my words -that string me by every joint once I utter them.

...okay, a series of not so unfortunate events after

And not that I don't like what it felt like to just love you,

But I've learned that I must love myself more-

Enough to realize that my happiness shouldn't depend on whether I have you or not,

But because I have Him, 

And His joy is my strength!

#journeyofhappy

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