A Field of Contradictions

Its a field of contradiction,
-One I so happen to find myself.
Its a fight against so many,
-My time, my place, my loyalty, my heart.
All creation is at a stand still,
-Theres a new introduction to this life,
Its pain n gain,
-The gain, I'm not yet familiar with.
Drought n rain,
-The rain, I'd rather elude.
Give n take,
-But how much more must I give to take?
This field of contradiction,
-Day n night -a joy turn
You n me,
-A contradiction to whom I represent.

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