A silohuette, a frame
Just anything to remember ths name.
You'r telling me I once loved u,
Y then do I have to wondr if its true?
Have days passed, or mayb months
Or has it been years, or mayb even a decade?
Bcs I truly cnt put a name
Or a face to ths empty claim.
We shared a vow?
Seriosly? I must have the Mad-cow.
I want to believe, really
Cuz u sound so convincing its silly
Since my heart has tagged u a stranger.
I promise to try
I'm not sure why
But I'l try to remember
What reel (of my lyf u'r on)
Or y my heart has 4gotten u for real.
Thursday, 13 November 2014
22.01.10 ~9:50am (the break up series)
I told you I wish for things u can't give
My heart, my soul, my life back
These u can't give.
You came n went all in a dash
So I wonder what u left behind.
Or is that not your call?
Y then do u keep showing up
With that same long-drawn face
Appearing n re appearing at intervals?
Perhaps your mouth should send the msg
Since your face can't.
I will like to believe you're sorry
So simply walk-up n say the words
In italian, spanish, or pidgin if u like
-anything that'd make it easy for u
Cuz m tired anyway
I'm ready to change my sway
Since after all, the music changed a long time ago.
My heart, my soul, my life back
These u can't give.
You came n went all in a dash
So I wonder what u left behind.
Or is that not your call?
Y then do u keep showing up
With that same long-drawn face
Appearing n re appearing at intervals?
Perhaps your mouth should send the msg
Since your face can't.
I will like to believe you're sorry
So simply walk-up n say the words
In italian, spanish, or pidgin if u like
-anything that'd make it easy for u
Cuz m tired anyway
I'm ready to change my sway
Since after all, the music changed a long time ago.
Red Veil
Wedding bells...
White veils, ivory veils, red veils
Its no longer a single choice
I could have done it right-
'almost did
(okay thats a bad thought)
I feel like the devil.
Did I not know,
That just one night could bring me here...
-Regretting, wishing wishes came true?
I'm in the red now
Nothing seems mend able
I have to keep my head bent low
And only hope that
This red veil conceals my shame.
9:15am22-01-10
White veils, ivory veils, red veils
Its no longer a single choice
I could have done it right-
'almost did
(okay thats a bad thought)
I feel like the devil.
Did I not know,
That just one night could bring me here...
-Regretting, wishing wishes came true?
I'm in the red now
Nothing seems mend able
I have to keep my head bent low
And only hope that
This red veil conceals my shame.
9:15am22-01-10
You Were the Reason I Called
You were the reason I called yesterday when I spoke with Chisom your sister n pretended to b familiar
We talked for over 10minutes-(pret
Till I faked a yawn n insisted I had2 eat something
-When just b4 I dialed her number I had downd some eba n vegetable soup
I fought hard to avoid your name as a topic
And if she was aware of my suffering, m not sure
She laughed at all my little jokes n I imagined how it could've been u laughing
We talked about school, your friends, that special teacher that always mixes his tenses
And we always managed to skip your name as a topic
You were the reason I called yesterday when I spoke with Chisom your sister n pretended to b familiar
Because I hoped "you'd pick her call today"
131209. 8:57am.
We talked for over 10minutes-(pret
Till I faked a yawn n insisted I had2 eat something
-When just b4 I dialed her number I had downd some eba n vegetable soup
I fought hard to avoid your name as a topic
And if she was aware of my suffering, m not sure
She laughed at all my little jokes n I imagined how it could've been u laughing
We talked about school, your friends, that special teacher that always mixes his tenses
And we always managed to skip your name as a topic
You were the reason I called yesterday when I spoke with Chisom your sister n pretended to b familiar
Because I hoped "you'd pick her call today"
131209. 8:57am.
Someday
Someday was a yearning
A man I knew and loved
In a someday sort of way
Because today was never quite his style.
Someday was a child we would have had
But didn't.
A time I knew would come
But never has (and never will).
D.S. R.R
A man I knew and loved
In a someday sort of way
Because today was never quite his style.
Someday was a child we would have had
But didn't.
A time I knew would come
But never has (and never will).
D.S. R.R
A Field of Contradictions
Its a field of contradiction,
-One I so happen to find myself.
Its a fight against so many,
-My time, my place, my loyalty, my heart.
All creation is at a stand still,
-Theres a new introduction to this life,
Its pain n gain,
-The gain, I'm not yet familiar with.
Drought n rain,
-The rain, I'd rather elude.
Give n take,
-But how much more must I give to take?
This field of contradiction,
-Day n night -a joy turn
You n me,
-A contradiction to whom I represent.
15.03.08sat
One Drop of Beauty Left Behind
One drop of beauty left behind
My silver in the graying cloud
Now that all love seems to fade,
But my world beautiful has taken wings.
One drop of beauty left behind
Since my song became unknown
Now u'v scripted a new lyric
And the melody plays in my heart.
One drop of beauty left behind
From all the flowing of that tide
For surely my love was extinguished
Swept away by the wind
No beaming smiles reflect,
For then love did smile.
I'l sail to the shore
And I'l give love a new name.
One drop of beauty left behind
Now my heart smiles
Love overtakes me with a new embrace
Just when I thot my life, it was over.
One drop of beauty left behind
Yes love found me and took my hand
Now I soar on the wings of my world beautiful.
Love found me
When it took on its new name
And it left one drop of beauty behind for me
One golden honey drop of beauty love left behind for me...
01/08/
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