16.03.12

When will she be gone 
When will I breathe air that won't reek of bondage
When will I sway to the rhythm of freedom
When will I kiss the lips of the rose of scarlet
When will I carass the silk of my lovers bed
And gestate in the comfort that his presence brings
When will she be gone
When will I call out another name
And dance in the robe of eve
When will she be gone
So she can take her tongue that barks
Her lips that sting
And the number will be barely nine 

When you'd be gone
I hope you carry your band with you
Your silver and gold too
And ease the tension that looms in your presence

16.03.12

I hope I can find myself in the absence of you 

Because she came and went with all her glory
No it was the mistaken adjective, or was it fame?
Maybe temporarily so
But it fades, it's perishable
Rather have something to hold on to
Something that will transcend to grace 

So this absence should be my presence
If each day I'll pick a pen and paper
And jot down everything that makes me who I really am

The Good-bye Tale Lovers Tell (the break-up series)

With every depth savored in u
An eternity was shared

There have been too much
Too much a time, too much a mile
Too much a dime, too much a smile
Indeed there has been too many a string
Pulled together n two lives blend into one
Two bodies yet it feels lyk one.
Now, if I should be the one to tell this tale
I apologize for the script will b re-written
Because I'd stand at the opposite end
From whence we were drawn
And I'll wonder to myself
"How can ths perfect whole be torn into part?"

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An Old Song (the break-up series)

Sorrow sows to the heart of bitterness
Since time has been unable to heal the pain
And my life I now watch from behind the screen
With teary eyes revealing my agony.

Sorrow's hurt has bore in me a hole
Where once I was whole
Yes, two making one whole
Oh how sweet my song was then...
Love's song it was
When with stary eyes each night I sang
Knowing my lovers ears could only but listen to this beautiful melody of mine
Yes love's song
But indeed, then I was whole
Now the hole I posses only deepens with each passing day.

Would time ever heal this pain,
Will I ever truly be able to love again?

Oh the song of love
Sweet indeed was its melody
Now, sorrow sows to the heart of bitterness
And I'm just an old lonely soul.

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20.01.10 ~09:15 (the break up series lol)

A silohuette, a frame
Just anything to remember ths name.
You'r telling me I once loved u,
Y then do I have to wondr if its true?
Have days passed, or mayb months
Or has it been years, or mayb even a decade?
Bcs I truly cnt put a name
Or a face to ths empty claim.
We shared a vow?
Seriosly? I must have the Mad-cow.
I want to believe, really
Cuz u sound so convincing its silly
Since my heart has tagged u a stranger.
I promise to try
I'm not sure why
But I'l try to remember
What reel (of my lyf u'r on)
Or y my heart has 4gotten u for real.

22.01.10 ~9:50am (the break up series)

I told you I wish for things u can't give
My heart, my soul, my life back
These u can't give.

You came n went all in a dash
So I wonder what u left behind.
Or is that not your call?
Y then do u keep showing up
With that same long-drawn face
Appearing n re appearing at intervals?
Perhaps your mouth should send the msg
Since your face can't.
I will like to believe you're sorry
So simply walk-up n say the words
In italian, spanish, or pidgin if u like
-anything that'd make it easy for u
Cuz m tired anyway
I'm ready to change my sway
Since after all, the music changed a long time ago.

Red Veil

Wedding bells...
White veils, ivory veils, red veils

Its no longer a single choice

I could have done it right-
'almost did
(okay thats a bad thought)

I feel like the devil.
Did I not know,
That just one night could bring me here...
-Regretting, wishing wishes came true?

I'm in the red now
Nothing seems mend able
I have to keep my head bent low
And only hope that
This red veil conceals my shame.

9:15am22-01-10